So I'm abusing with it like I am addicted
I like the feeling that I get, it's just so different
I guess you call it on me that it's so conflicted
Just so good, so good
Easing the pain just to feel sane
I'm no saint, you know
Everything is automatic
Through my veins it grows
Cause I'm a freak
There's nothing else I'd rather be
Yeah, I'm a freak
There's nothing in this world I'd rather be
Than a freak, freak, freak
I know I'm lying to myself, but I'm obsessive
The more I think about it, you make it expensive
And there are times that I do not, but don't address it
Just so good, so good
Easing the pain just to feel sane
I'm no saint, you know
Everything is automatic
Through my veins it grows
Through my veins it grows
Lying to myself, I couldn't see
Seeing that which is really for me
And hide now, hide now, hide now, yeah
Cause I'm a freak
There's nothing else I'd rather be
Yeah, I'm a freak
There's nothing in this world I'd rather be
In this world I'd rather be
Than a freak, freak, freak
Easing the pain just to feel sane
I'm no saint, you know
Everything is automatic
Everything is automatic
Through my veins it grows
Cause I'm a freak
There's nothing else I'd rather be
Yeah, I'm a freak
There's nothing in this world I'd rather be
Than a freak, freak, freak