So I'm abusing with it like I am addicted I like the feeling that I get, it's just so different
I guess you call it on me that it's so conflicted Just so good, so good
Easing the pain just to feel sane, I'm no saint, you know
Everything is automatic, through my veins it grows
Cause I'm a freak, uh, there's nothing else I'd rather be, no
Yeah, I'm a freak, there's nothing in this world I'd rather be
Than a freak, freak
I know I'm lying to myself but I'm obsessive
The more I think about it, the more I feel like I'm in love
The more I think about it, you make it expensive
And there are times that I deny but don't address it
Just so good, so good
Easing the pain just to feel sane, I'm no saint, you know
Everything is automatic, through my veins it grows
I didn't see myself, I couldn't see
I didn't see myself, I couldn't see
I didn't see myself, I couldn't see
I didn't see myself, I couldn't see
I didn't see myself, I couldn't see
Cause I'm a freak, uh, there's nothing else I'd rather be, no
Yeah, I'm a freak, there's nothing in this world I'd rather be
Than a freak
Cause I'm a freak
Uh, there's nothing else I'd rather be
No
Yeah, I'm a freak
There's nothing in this world I'd rather be
Than a freak
Freak
Freak
Freak
Freak
Freak