you see that this that phase I'm lost in see I'm trying to blossom but I can't harvest flowersI felt alone in my darkest hours demons hugging my burns I swear to god I can't dispel thisnegative thoughts around us even in rooms that's crowded you ever lost somebodyand it hurts so bad you just want to Kurt Cobain leave the surf so bad you got a bit of love insidebut if love is light and then it's the thinnest of lights my liver whippers for the drug prescribedit's funny how the thing that's killing me keeps giving me light I've been in the dark too long nowthat it's underprivileged some surprise and my girl say that she love me but it gets a love tolie down with infidelity I don't love to cry keep this *** inside the truth's my realitydeal with it in the morning but I'm too hard to address itI want toif I took an early exit been deadly with this precious whole things will get a little bitbetter but for now pasta like a taco let me hit this motherfuckersee there's the motion when your heart and mind is open you don't need to fight emotions I'vebeen coping I've been drinking I've been smoking I've been smokingsee there's the motion when your heart and mind is open you don't need to fight emotions I'vebeen copingI've been drinking I've been smoking I've been smokingohyou watch the love for some sonsaiyan stars I'm thinking twice before I create a disaster I'm in need peace I'm in need light I'min need space maybe I'm an ass so look at these blessings they doubted for me my destinationrerouted for me it ain't that deep they say I'm a shark maybe I'm Sean I'm out of your lead getthe step and get the step and Tony Stark see my heart as a weapon I'm speaking with it it's allshade when they try to sell me but they only give me a darker communication I'm not a man I'm not areflection lost too many to their vices ain't too many eat their spices gotta risk it if you wantthe brisket and judging by taste you don't make sacrifices can somebody come get them in causetruly they don't understand sometimes I just want to be alone don't hit my phone don't shake my handand that's anxiety all on my chest these feeling weak man I might be possessed gotta remember tohandle the stress gotta remember I can't be for this yes people hating cause they ain't you peoplehating like they're paid to everybody trying to phase you until it's time for your debut cansomebody come get them incause truly they don't understand to be elite that's why I'm devoted only you know when yougotta let go see this emotion when your heart and mind is open you don't need to fight emotions II've been coping I've been drinking I've been smoking I've been smoking you asked the lord forsome son see this emotion when your heart and mind is open you don't need to fight emotionsI've been coping I've been drinking I've been smoking I've been smokingyou asked the lord for some sonAnd you made it rain