Don't look at me that way
You should know I can take it
Cause you're making my face blush
Bringing back the uselessness in me
People are telling me
That I need to go through with this But I'm too scared to admit
Too scared to open up for you I don't know what I want
I don't know what I need I'm tired of always looking back to you
I need to move on But you're making it hard
Letting me crawl to you
Cause I'm not that kind of girl
I will not degrade myself Even if it means that we are not a we
So
this is how it feels
To be devastated
But you're feeling satisfied Of knowing that someone wants you
And
I can focus
I don't have time for all of this
It's a waste of my time
Looking back to you I need to move on
But you're making it hard But you're making it hard