The first man I killed was the earth's right hand man When he came to take her away I ran his arms hard, straight to his throat And then I stood there watching him die The past man I killed was the blood of a bird I had to wipe his matter away I was not yet a man, nor was I a boy But still I made that *** cry So I left him there on the table floor Bathing in a pool of his own blood My one and only choice was to flee this land To leave this life to pledge for God I am an outcast, all alone I'm a no man without hope I am an outlaw, I'm disowned And I am no man's son Through the cold midwinter night On a southbound winding path The stars are noon, my only light And the earth's back closing fast I swore that I'd return That I would see him burn I relived in my dreams The smell of blood inside his grasp My father, I was dead He took his hand from me He threw me away, I was shunned My one and only choice was to leave this land To become the blade that they would hunt I am an outcast, all alone I'm a no man without hope I am an outlaw, I'm disowned And I am no man's son I am an outcast, all alone I'm a no man without hope I am an outlaw, I'm disowned And I am no man's son