Iwanna tell you I'm right hereBut I'm still so angryEven after all these yearsIknow your family was falling apartSo Idon't blame you, but I still have a heartAll of my friends in my therapist say that it's nothing and I've gone insaneEveryone says I'm a narcissist,truth is I just haven't dealt with the blameI chose the drugs and now everyone else is your friend and I'm left in a flameThere's nothing like a first heartbreakNo,I should move on Godknows I've triedBut Ihit this strange wall without you by my sideWe were forever at onepoint in timeThe nightyou left me,you left me half aliveI started running, got faster and faster But I just couldn't get awayAll of my problems got bigger and bigger Until I couldn't feel the painthe drugs and now everyone else is offended I'm going insane