I fell asleep in the TV light
Now it's seven years gone
Weren't you fine, I've been tongue tied all along
Afraid of what I hear deep inside
But I'm not scared anymore
But I'm not scared anymore
These are the things I wish I'd said before
Cause it's not right that you would start a trial by fire
When I was still getting help
Trying to remember those embers while forgetting myself
I started making excuses instead of facing up to the truth
Said the days I spent defending
Could have been better spent forgetting you
Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh
Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh
Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh
Little agony of my life I do my best to ignore
Can we strike up a deal where you leave mine
And I'll stay the hell away from you
It's not like I'd get this on my own
Will I never continue for a thing
Cause you were far too busy to notice the state I was in
Then you told me you still loved me when I move off the country away
I'll never forgive you for that, don't wanna hear if you're sad about it, it's too late
The good old days are done and they weren't that great for me anyway
I've wasted way too long playing your wicked games, look how the tables turn
It was unfair, now let that motherfucker burn
Save yourself, rebuild, but don't retire