I shot myself, for a conscious mind, living on the other side of light I just keep falling back, faster and faster I have stopped belonging, from holding me undone I am living in between Can't seem to shut my brain off I haven't slept to keep waiting on a sign I don't live a lie To give meaning to my life I don't feel anything now My hope and my faith let me down I will never be one of those crazies That loves the martyred To the ones who have never opened their minds That's what they've been told To every black person who blames it isn't what they cannot show Reality is more important than you know Don't you watch your children cry Don't you watch your children Yeah, you think you're good, think you're good now Yeah, you think you're good, think you're good Don't think you're good, think you're good now I just think you're good I just think you're good, that's what you would do Can't seem to shut my brain off I haven't slept to keep waiting on a sign I don't live a lie To give meaning to my life I don't feel anything now My hope and my faith let me down Everywhere, everywhere Let me down, let me down Let me down It's hard to really know exactly what happened back then Because so much knowledge has been destroyed What they've done is they've rewritten history in their own way After destroying the truth, the evidence, the facts Let me down, let me down Let me down Satan and his demons lost the battle because they were outnumbered