I saw you standing in the quiet light
Moon on your face like a chosen sight
Every little word you said I kept it tight
Like a secret I could never hide
But you never really saw me there
Talking like I'm just a summer air
So I chase you like a memory
Even when it's hurting me
Cause you were my favorite boy
Even when you played my heart like a toy
I try to let you go but the truth is annoying
You're the name my heartbeat
keeps calling
I'm a favorite boy
Never loved you but I can't avoid You're the star I follow
Even when it's destroyed
Still my favorite, favorite, favorite boy
Photos on my phone that I should delete
But they feel like shadows I can't read
Why
am I the only one losing sleep
Over something you forgot so easily?
And I know I should be strong enough Walk away,
pretend I've had enough
But every time I try to leave You pull me back into the dream
Cause you were my favorite boy Even
when you played my heart like a toy
I try to let you go but the truth is annoying
You're the name my heartbeat keeps calling
I'd sit with me even to the last breath
The sound of your voice when you're singing
Oh,
favorite boy You are the dream I never could avoid
Even when it's in your first mouth I've touched since I've since then
You'll always be my favorite boy