Oh, I wish my heart wasn't broken from the start And never stood a fighting chance And all my days from my cradle to my grave I'll never have a father-daughter dance There was always drama I'm sorry I'm always so anxious And I'm just sorry I'm f***ed up I really just don't know how to love, how to trust I try but not talk about him I should probably cry but He's nothing, he's no one, a stranger Oh, I wish my heart wasn't broken from the start And never stood a fighting chance And all my days from my cradle to my grave I'll never have a father-daughter dance I'm never alone Oh God, I'm so lonely On my phone Hoping it'll help me with my anxiety But it don't I don't even know if I wanna have kids I don't wanna f*** him up the way he did Sometimes I wonder if I'd added that He had protected me from all the bad sh** The bad man Would I even be the same person? Somebody to help with the flight time Somebody to walk me down that aisle Somebody to help with the flight time Somebody to walk me down that aisle The worst part of this, I'm not even sad How do I miss something I never had? Oh, I wish my heart wasn't broken from the start And never stood a fighting chance And all my days from my cradle to my grave I'll never have a father-daughter dance But everyone has paid alternative prices I'll spit it out the time you tried your best But all of this has made me who I am Without that father-daughter dance