How could it be, that our sweet memories Would be all, all that we have left Positive wishes for whoever offended I'm not the perfect lover, never tried to pretend it I'm not starting the problems, I just tried to prevent them There's a lot of me that needed fixing I still need it, you know Me and Miracle got a problem, we ended I cannot go to sleep with you fidgeting With yourself and these feelings you might be getting Doubting the situation, I can't We gon' ride this love straight to the bank And you know, I thought about the people leaving my life All along I felt I needed the right To say you wrong and I didn't It's probably me showing my age Every now and then I tend to get carried away I started with talking to Justin It's like you being my brother was never enough And I mean it my nigga, we've seen too much together I can be difficult but *** it, we brothers forever But I'll try, I'll try to face the pain Talking to bread, we got our differences, I'm starting to see it We finally grown now ***, it's hard to believe it We yelling out of anger, I know we never mean it But I love you, take a bullet if you ever should need it I thought about my scuffle with Chase Baby sister getting tough and saying *** to my face Showing out in public places had me ready to dip But I love you baby sister, don't you ever forget To my brothers, talking Chad, Druid and Hunter I won't hold you to they standards, I'ma hold you above it I'ma lead by example, get you the game that I get And one day, you probably do the same for your kids Talking to Kendra when I'm down on my luck You sent a couple dollars when my spending was up Never would question your intentions were pure Scooby my uncle but you feel like a brother I feel like you the reason why my rhyming is double You put me on this *** to help me raise up my levels And you listen when I'm telling you about all of my troubles To my mother and father, where should I even start Father gave me intelligence, mother gave me a heart Father made me a gentleman, mother set me apart Made me speak in existence, made me shoot for the stars But I'll try, I'll try to face the pain And to the rest of my people, I promise I ain't forget you Family is too big to give everybody a mention To the friends that I offended, I don't have no regrets But I've forgiven everybody, I think that was a step I done made some mistakes, that's what's got me here But I show appreciation so my conscience is clear I done grown into a man that never followed his peers But I've garnered their respect, that's why I'm calling it fair That's just Carter's ***