I've been dodging all of my friends callsAnd I'm really sorry to em allBut I've been losing itGoing out for the deep endI don't know what the future holdsCan't imagine myself growing oldFeel like the whole world's collapsing around meI don't know what the hell to doI think my sanity is screwedFeel like I'm drifting alone in spaceI've beenfalling fasterMy mind is going numbLife is a big disasterI'm falling out of touchI've been having nightmares as of lateStill better than being awakeI hope I don't fall victim to myselfDon't think my mind will ever changeI think I might be stuck this wayI've been falling, losing hope that anything could save meI think I might collapse real soonBurn out and stay inside this roomI've been growing bleaker,weaker, fading every momentI've beenfalling fasterMy mind is going numbLifeis a big disasterI'm falling out of touchI've been dodging all of my friends' callsAnd I'm really sorry to them allBut I've been losing itGoing off for the deep end