Before I could speak, I had to learn to listen
No words, I fell hard to a fallen star
Can't speak, haven't had it since I fell so high
Never knew I could break when I can't so far
I wish for a hopeful day but I know it won't be tomorrow
I cut myself cause I'm lost to a broken cycle
Hurtful words won't make you quit but I know that I won't
Only got a little more before I lose my mind to
Fears deep in my mind, I can't seem to hide to
I know I tried to be your friend and I know it's lost
I'm scared to take the pain and later I suffer the cost
I'm scared, I know my brain and know what happens when I'm lost
I'm scared to bite the bullet, leave me out in planes of frost
I cut my skin cause I'm scared, don't know what to do
It's all over, I regret it, then I started new
My brain's a ship in a storm, I don't need the crew
Have a lot to fix but you don't even think it's true
That's a life and it costs a pain
Stick with something, watch it sink and go down in the drain
18 years, just feel normal, get it from my pain
I live two lives, and let one ruin everything
That just shows how I'll let you depend
Let's go

Live a life, doing nothing, will it all end?
My emotions barely come, but they times ten
I get too much, had to redo it all again
Do it all again, life restart
Rethink everything, pick and choose your life apart
You had nothing better to do
You stick with something, stick with something that you can do
And then you're really smart
Great way to get into a rut
Emotions all expressive and full until they get shut
If you can't handle the trouble, then good luck
I got two or three, you still get my * tucked
I got two or three, you still get my * tucked