Before I could speak, I had to learn to listenNo words, I fell hard to a fallen starCan't speak, haven't had it since I fell so highNever knew I could break when I can't so farI wish for a hopeful day but I know it won't be tomorrowI cut myself cause I'm lost to a broken cycleHurtful words won't make you quit but I know that I won'tOnly got a little more before I lose my mind toFears deep in my mind, I can't seem to hide toI know I tried to be your friend and I know it's lostI'm scared to take the pain and later I suffer the costI'm scared, I know my brain and know what happens when I'm lostI'm scared to bite the bullet, leave me out in planes of frostI cut my skin cause I'm scared, don't know what to doIt's all over, I regret it, then I started newMy brain's a ship in a storm, I don't need the crewHave a lot to fix but you don't even think it's trueThat's a life and it costs a painStick with something, watch it sink and go down in the drain18 years, just feel normal, get it from my painI live two lives, and let one ruin everythingThat just shows how I'll let you dependLet's goLive a life, doing nothing, will it all end?My emotions barely come, but they times tenI get too much, had to redo it all againDo it all again, life restartRethink everything, pick and choose your life apartYou had nothing better to doYou stick with something, stick with something that you can doAnd then you're really smartGreat way to get into a rutEmotions all expressive and full until they get shutIf you can't handle the trouble, then good luckI got two or three, you still get my * tuckedI got two or three, you still get my * tucked