My boy told me it's time to blow And even though I wanna believe I'm really I don't know I'm 24 but I'm going on like I'm 5 year old Dad's telling me it's time that I buy you a home But right now I just wanna write rhymes until my mind explodes Because I really don't wanna be nothing It reminds me of money's right sip in a bottle of something Yeah 9 times on a hat really I gotta be fronting I was just trying to blend in Loads of the time I know I was pretending Most of the guys I went wrong with a pen *** Same guys I was ranting bars with a bit of heart And now I find my heart beating kind of fast And every time I start spitting rhymes I can't It's like 9 times inside my mind it's dark I know I don't know why but I can't let go What if I fall? What if I fall for me? The thought of it all is more than my heart can bear Oh na na Oh na na Why are we scared? Oh na na Oh na na Why are we scared? I don't really know what I'm trying to prove I just hope that I don't disguise the truth Cause there were times I would lie and I would realize that ain't the right type of move I'm tired of being a nice guy to you I don't wanna be lied for the sake of it I'd rather be hated than make you think Cause if I stay silent it wouldn't change a thing I go deep And the truth is you might be afraid to swim There's no need I've got this, I promise Let's grow together we can accomplish Any endeavour and then beyond what we ever wanted How does that sound? If that ain't what you wanted I'll back down Stand in the background of blackout Never been that loud I'm mad proud I wanna act how I die I just figured it's better you know That I can never let it go And I'm tryna get some What if I fall? What if I fall from here? The thought of it all alone Is more than enough I can bear Oh na na Oh na na Why are we scared? Oh na na Oh na na Why are we scared? Feeling jaded in this state and let's evade it Let's get faded up the taste of our relation And frustration be the basis of impatience But we learn from our mistakes we don't erase them Feeling jaded in this state and let's evade it Let's get faded up the taste of our relation And frustration be the basis of impatience But we learn from our mistakes we don't erase them Feel jaded in this state and let's evade it Let's get faded up the taste of our relation And frustration be the basis of impatience But we learn from our mistakes we don't erase them