My boy told me it's time to blow And even though I wanna believe I'm really I'm 24 but I'm going on like I'm 5 year old Dad's telling me it's time that I buy you a home But right now I just wanna write rhymes until my mind explodes Because I really don't wanna be nothing It reminds me how money's right, sip in a bottle of something Yeah, nine times on a high, really I gotta be fronting I was just trying to blend in No to the time when I was pretending Most of the guys I went wrong with the pandemic Same guys I was ranting bars with a bit Hanging bars when it's hanging harder Now I find my heart beating kind of fast And every time I start spitting rhymes I can't It's like nighttime, inside my mind it's dark, I know I don't know why but I can't let go What if I fall? What if I fall for me? The thought of it all alone Is more than my heart can bear Oh, now, now Oh, now, now Why do we spit? Oh, now, now Oh, now, now Why do we spit? I don't really know what I'm trying to prove I just hope that I don't disguise the truth Cause there were times I would lie and I would realize that ain't the right type of me I'm tired of being a nice guy to you I don't wanna be laughed for the sake of it I'd rather be hated than make you think Cause if I stay silent it wouldn't change a thing, I'd go deep And the truth is, you might be afraid to swim, there's no need I've got this, I promise Let's grow together, we can accomplish Any endeavor and then beyond what we ever wanted How does that sound? If that ain't what you want then I'll back down, stand in the background A blackout, never been that loud Am I proud? I wanna act how I die I just figured it's better you know That I can never let it go, and I'm telling you so Ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh What if I fall? What if I fall from me? We thought of the unknown It's more than I thought in the end Oh, na, na Oh, na, na Why are we scared? Oh, na, na Oh, na, na Why are we scared? Feeling jaded, if it's fading, let's evade it Let's get faded up the taste of our relation And frustration be the basis of impatience But we learn from our mistakes, we don't erase them Feeling jaded, if it's fading, let's evade it Let's get faded up the taste of our relation And frustration be the basis of impatience But we learn from our mistakes, we don't erase them Yeah, yeah