Between the devil and the deep blue seaBetween a rock and a carbonized treeAnd everyone quite easily says byeI banished all when I went awayI never said what I wanted to sayAnd every time I brought it up I failedI hate myself when it gets to thisI'm just a coward when it comes to itAnd every time I try to reach I failIf everything was different nowHow different would I be?If I could change one thing aboutWould that battle still be calling?I banished all when I went awayI couldn't face that in there all dayTrying to think of clever things to say I failedIf everything was different nowHow different would I be?If I could change one thing aboutWould that battle still be calling?What kind of person have I really been?I never took it I just followed a dreamAnd all the things I just don't getAnd all the words I never meantAnd all the things that make no *** senseI failedOh, I failedMmm, I failedMmm, I failedOh, I failed