I know it's a bad idea, but how can I help myself? Been inside for most this year, and I thought a few drinks they might help It's been a while my dear, dealing with the cards life dealt I'm still holding back these tears, while my friends are somewhere else I pictured this year a little bit different, when it hit February A step in the bar, it hit me so hard, how can it be this heavy? Every song reminds me you're gone, and I feel the lump forming in my throat Cause I'm here alone Just dancing with my eyes closed Cause everywhere I look I still see you And time is moving so slow And I don't know what else that I can do So I'll keep dancing with my eyes So I'll keep dancing with my eyes So I'll keep dancing with my So I'll keep dancing with my Delusion is here again, and I think you'll come home soon But word brings me right back in, and it's only me that's in this room I guess I could just pretend, the colours are more than blue But I lost more than my friend, I can't help but missing you I pictured this month a little bit different, no one is ever ready And when it unfolds, you're getting a hold, oh how can it be this heavy? Everything changes, nothing's the same Except the truth is now you're gone, and life just goes on So I'm dancing with my eyes closed Cause everywhere I look I still see you And time is moving so slow And I don't know what else that I can do So I'll keep dancing with my eyes So I'll keep dancing with my So I'll keep dancing with my So I'll keep dancing with my So I'll keep dancing with my