I've been holding on tightly, trying not to fall
But my phone keeps ringing loud, I must pick up this call
I've been patiently waiting for this book to end
And I'm growing sick and tired of not knowing when
I've been screaming silent, so silent
Tears fill my eyelids, I'm crying
Yes, no one can hear me
Even though I've been screaming
See the sun coming through the rain
I'm in the eye of a hurricane
It's horrible fantasy
I'm losing my sanity
I'm losing my sanity
Now my hands are growing tired, holding on too long
And the devil says let go, cause you are not that strong
If I surrender this war, will there be an end?
Or is this the fight, the one I must try to defend?
I'll just keep on fighting
It's tiring
This book I am writing
It's violent
I've been so naive
And I wanna start screaming
But I can't, I can't
I see the sun coming through the rain
I'm in the eye of a hurricane
It's horrible fantasy
I'm losing my sanity
And when the battle is won
I will hang up my gun
And when the battle is won
I'll speak up
See the sun coming through the rain
I see the sun coming through the rain
I saaui to pick the pan anthrun
There's no more signs of this hurricane
It's horrible fantasy
No longer playing this sim
See the sun coming through rain
There are no signs of this hurricane
I was holding on tightly, trying not to fall
But I finally checked my phone, there's quite a few missed calls