When I come home at Christmas, we act like nothing's different
Like we froze in time
And your corner in town seems far less innocent now
But I say, I stay polite and bite my nails and hold my breath
Don't say the things I should've said nine years ago
Could cut the tension with a knife
Everything, everything's not fine
If I'm being honest
Everything, everything's not fine
We still hit the hardest
Everything, everything's not fine
Everything, everything's not fine
It's not fine
Sitting here in this basement
My old pink CD player
It really brings me back
I think of you less often
Guess coming home's a problem
You just come flooding back
If I called you out, I know I bet you
Turn it round, call me up
Test and say I'm crazy
Trying to cover up your crime
Everything, everything's not fine
If I'm being honest
Everything, everything's not fine
We still hit the hardest
Everything, everything's not fine
Sometimes I wish that I could just forget you
Whatever happened, I wish I could just forget you
Take the memories and lock them in the attic
I still have so much to say to you
But I fell in the habit of keeping everything in
Oh, life would be so different if I never even met you
I would meet someone and trust them
And not think that they're all like you
I would love myself a bit more
Sleep a little better if I see you again
Everything, everything's not fine
If I'm being honest
Everything, everything's not fine
We still hit the hardest
Everything, everything's not fine
It's not fine
It's not fine
Mm-hmm, yeah
Mm-hmm, yeah