You see I know what you meant when you said itAnd that's only cause you only ever said what you meantLet it hit me in the chest, let it set in cementTrent Meredith, let us never forgetIt took away my breath when I got that textAnd the tears that I wept left my face wetI don't wanna have to say goodbye to my mate yetAll these deaths can't help but feel like it could be my date nextAnd damn, that scares me shitlessI couldn't help but think of my sisters at his funeralWhen they put up them beautiful picturesOf him with his when they were just kidsAnd see that's the kind of * that'll force you to reminisceAnd that's the kind of * that'll lift you to get a gripAnd that's the kind of * that'll dig in your ribsWhen there's nothing left to say except I guess it is what it isBut damnWhen they talk, they do not hear meAnd if they hear me, they do not careAnd if they care, then they do not show meNow I'm lonely like nobody's thereYou see I'm tired but I cannot sleepI wanna sleep but I can't be stillI swear to God I'm a killThe next person that tries to tell me that they know how I feelI'm like, nah!You don't know how rotten I feltI guess I'm just like everybody elseI try to tell them about the problems I've been dealtBut they said I sound like everybody elseI try to tell them I don't want nobody's helpBut they said I sound like everybody elseI said I sound like everybody elseI said I'm sick of feeling sorry for myselfBut they said I sound like everybody elseAnd can anybody hear me?Can anybody know what I go through?Or what I feel like daily?Can they really know?I said can anybody hear me?Can anybody know what I go through?When my head goes crazyCan they really know?Can they really know?See I've been through my fair share of ups and downsI'm just the same as anybody else I guessHave I felt depressed?Yes, I'm a self-confessed messStill I should probably welcome death lessCause lately it's been on my mind a lotI wanna turn back time and rewind the clockUsually I let it out with the lines I jotBut lately I've been battling with writer's blockAnd so I fall into my darknessI fall into my fearsI run into the * that I've been running from for yearsMy life's nowhere near together with youWhether as it appearsI try to keep it together for my relatives and peersHere's the problem with thatI just bottle it until somebody bothers meI'll probably snapSo much anger in my body that I've gotta reactI just want your honesty if you're gonna promise me thatAnd when I talk, they do not hear meAnd if they hear me, they do not careAnd if they care, then they do not show meNow I'm lonely like nobody's thereYou see I'm tired but I cannot sleepI wanna sleep but I can't be stillI swear to God I'm a killThe next person that tries to tell meThat they need meI don't know how I feelI'm like nahYou don't know how rotten I feltI guess I'm just like everybody elseI try to tell them about the problems I've been dealtBut they said I sound like everybody elseI try to tell them I don't want nobody's helpBut they said I sound like everybody elseI said I'm sick of feeling sorry for myselfBut they said I sound like everybody elseCan anybody hear me?Can anybody know what I go through?Or what I feel like daily?Can they really know?I said can anybody hear me?Can anybody hear me?Can anybody hear me?Can anybody know what I go through?When my head goes crazyCan they really know?Can they really know?