I'm so tired, I have to tame my mind Before I get too frustrated Can't go back in time to change in someone's eyes No, I was not something to play with Try not to talk about it I'm too mad, I'm too late, I'm too gentle It's too hard to explain, I'm not helpful, no It's my body and I'm trying to hate you Cause I want to It's my body and I'm trying to While everybody loves you It's my body and I'm trying to forgive you I don't want to It's my body and it hates you Why does everybody love you? Sometimes I close my eyes amidst the dancing lights When it feels too wild for breathing I can't sleep at night unless I start to lie And believe it like a story, no, no Try not to think about it So insane, I'm so used to my nightmares It's okay till it's not and I'm back there, no, no It's my body and I'm trying to hate you Cause I want to It's my body and I'm trying to While everybody loves you It's my body and I'm trying to forgive you I don't want to It's my body and it hates you Why does everybody love you? Why does everybody love you? They don't know enough about you Why does everybody love you? They don't know the things that I do Why does everybody love you? They don't know enough about you Do they know that I regret you? Do they know I shouldn't have to?