I'm trying to stay alive I'm trying to survive I woke up around five Waiting for the sun to arrive I'm trying to find the light I'm trying to figure out life I hate most of my nights I liked it better when we were tied I was, I was so deceiving I never knew I could be so blue Without you I don't know what to do We drifted apart You never gave me your heart I like your facade But it's really hard to speak around you