Sleazin' and teasin', I'm sittin' on itAll of my diamonds are drippin' on itI met him at the bar,I was 12 or somethingI ordered two more wines,cause tonight I want itA little context if you care to listenI found myself in a * positionThe man that I love sat me down last nightAnd he told me that it's over, done decisionI don't wanna feel how my heart is rippin'I don't wanna feel so I stick to sippin'And I'm out on the town with a simple missionIn my little black dress and this * is sittin'Just a heartbroken bitch,high heels, six inch In the back of the nightclub sippin' champagneI don't trust any of these bitches I'm withIn the back of the taxi sniffin' cocaineDrunk calls, drunk texts, drunk tears, drunk *** I was lookin' for a man who was on the same pageBack to the intro,back to the bar,to the Bentley To the hotel, to my old wayCause I don't wanna feelhow I did last nightI don't wanna feelhow I did last nightDoctor, doctor, anything please Doctor, doctor, have mercy on meTake this pain awayYes, give me my symptoms,doctor I don't wanna feelTug this joint, how I'm blowin' this thingBack to my ways like 2019Not 24 hours since my ex did thatI got a new man on me,it's about to get sweatyLast night really was the cherry on the cakeBeen some dark days lately and I'm finding it cripplingExcuse my state, I'ma hide your hopesSo you'll make it to my bed,get me hot and sizzlingIf I take a step back to see the glass half fullAt least it's the product you pieced I'm tripping inAnd I'm already acting like a dick,know what I mean?So you might as well stick itJust my heart broke,bitch, high heels Six inch in the back of the nightclub, sipping champagneI don't trust any of these bitches I'm withIn the back of the taxi,sniffing cocaine Drunk clothes, drunk text, drunk tears, drunk *** I was looking for a man who was on the same pageFlashback to the intro,back to the bar,to the Bentley To the hotel, to my old wayCause I don't wanna feelhow I did last nightI don't wanna feel how I did last nightAnything please,have mercy on meTake this pain away,just give me my symptoms doctorI don't wanna feelCause I don't wanna feel like I felt last nightI don't wanna feel like I felt last nightI got peace with the things you can't changeI'll be naked when I leave and I'll be naked when I canOut of reach,out of touch,too numb, I don't feel no waySo stuck,so wild,streets small but it goes both waysSo,you're on it, you'll never escape,sunset in the rainLost game of symptoms,so far I don't wanna feelI don't wanna feel,I don't wanna feelI don't know where the * I am or who's driving the * carspeeding down the highway,sipping mixing pills with the liquor,cut a *, these fingers I left everyone I love on readspilling secrets to the stranger in my bedI remember nothing so there's nothing to regretother than this 4-4 kick drum pounding in my head