Ego, humility, but really, all we ever need is balance. Feels like most of the time that I wake up, I wanna go right back to sleep. Repetitive cycle of working and jerking, starting to make me believe that I've been going insane. Maybe it's all in my brain, 9 to 5, 10 to 2, every day. Car breaks down, need to pay sales anyways. I've been ignoring myself, I've been stuck in a loop. Prevented from doing the things I should do. I've been at it for a long time, going for walks on the incline. Straight ahead, detour my downtime. Mental been blowing a fuse like a landmine. Kinda goes, wake up early, wash my ass. Go to work, life gon' pass, I'll be going to the mall. Going back, call me the Dogecoin. Spitting the freshest *** out of the sun like I'm eating an all-toy. See I'm on, do all of this *** for myself. Through the week, but it's all noise. I be getting on stage, performing, but then hearing in a small voice who is nothing. Never miss, you're not crushing, you a bitch. Ain't ever do *** reaching goals if I feel like I never deserve it. Yeah, why most of the time I don't let myself flourish. Yeah, same reason why most of the time I piss it enough and then I deserve it, yeah. Ego, humility, but really, all we ever need is balance. One's pride will bring him low, but he who is lowly in spirit will attain honor. True humility is not thinking less of yourself, it is thinking of yourself less.