Waking up without you there, for the very first time is scaryI was unaware, unprepared, now I'm left with nothingGuess it gives me space to grow, get used to being on my ownBut I'll never get used to being without youSo how am I watching myself, begging you not to goIt's the last time I'm hearing your voice on the phoneI'm not ready, I'm not ready, I'm not gonna get used to being without youWhen did you decide that I wasn't enough?How could you fall out inside?When I'm not here, I'm not here, I'm not hereI'm still falling in love, in loveWas it the other night when we made up from the fight?Was it the moment we had where you said everything felt right?When you decided I wasn't enoughI know that my mind's a messSusceptible to giving in to jealousyBut you always said you'd love me regardlessWas every single word a lie?You didn't give a warning, so I knowI gotta get used to being without youSo how am I watching myself, begging you not to goIt's the last time I'm hearing your voice on the phoneI'm not ready, I'm not ready, I'm not gonna get used to being without youWhen did you decide that I wasn't enough?How could you fall out of sight while I'm still falling in love?In loveWas it the other night when we made up from the fight?Was it the moment we had where you said everything felt right?When you decided I wasn't enoughNot enoughNot enoughNot enoughOh, ohNot enoughNot enoughNot enoughNot enoughWas it the other night when we made up from the fight?Was it the moment we had where you said everything felt right?When you decided I wasn't enoughI know that my mind's a mess*