Everyone's asking what's been going onLet me respond with that one emoticonIt's got the sad eyes and trying to be happyEmotionally out of office but craftyIs it even real life?Cause it feels like I'm a kite swimming in the cloudsI'm looking at my body, moves all the same wayBut I can't slow downHaven't been myself since New Year'sIf you find her, can you call here?Autopilots making me sickStuck in my own shadowA lunar eclipseI like thisHelix getting excessiveIt's kindaIt's kindaHectic where the f*** is the emergency exitIt's gonna be a long, long timeTill I get back to realityI'm too busy with the side of meTo deal with all of this right nowRunning imaginationOver procrastinatingFixing it clinicallyCrisis of identityI haven't been myself since New Year'sI'm indifferent to all my peersAutopilots making me sickStuck in my own shadowA lunar eclipseI like thisHelix getting excessiveIt's kinda hectic where the f*** is the emergency exitI'm too busy with the side of meStay out of the carSelf-careOh I会No knock it offAutopilots making me sickStuck in my own shadowW dental clinicNo you can'tI can beinetTired of being this restlessI can't be recklessWhere the *** is the emergency exit?