Everyone's asking what's been going onLet me respond with that one emoticonIt's got the sad eyes and trying to be happyEmotionally out of office but craftyIs it even real life? Cause it feels like I'm a kite swimming in the cloudsI'm looking at my body, moves all me, same weight but I can't slow downHaven't been myself since New Year'sIf you find it, can you call here?Autopilots making me sickStuck in my own shadow, a lunar eclipseI like this elixirGetting excessive, it's kinda hecticWhere the *** is the emergency exit?It's gonna be a long, long timeTill I get back to realityI'm too busy with the sad of meTo deal with all of this right nowRunning imagination, over procrastinatingFixing my mind, over procrastinatingIn a clinically crisis of identityHaven't been myself since New Year'sI'm indifferent to all my peersAutopilots making me sickStuck in my own shadow, a lunar eclipseI like this elixirGetting excessive, it's kinda hecticWhere the *** is the emergency exit?Haven't been myself since New Year'sOr didn't play in any of the gamesI'm in serious voicesYou're all connectedAnother verseWhen I think that you don't existMake it possibleThat our past was difficultRemembering the negativeBecoming CyrillicBecoming Nothingthis restless i can't be reckless where the *** is the emergency exit