I know you've been struggling, so I tried my best Darling, what you running from? I hoped you'd come back All those promises, promises have passed I promise this, all of this will pass But did you know I hate how I don't hate you? And if I try, I can't replace you I can't replace all the memories They're killing me and I cannot wait for A second chance to hold your hand A lifetime to wait for I hate how much I love you What's my love to you? It's gonna be all good I appreciate the apologies you made But everything's changed and it's driving me insane It's dry when it rains I'm terrified and paralyzed I'll never get to see your face Now I'm stuck sitting in the driveway Focused on elevated heartbreak And now I'm sitting crying in the driveway Oh, I'm wondering if you knew I hate how I don't hate you And if I try, I can't replace you I can't replace all the memories They're killing me and I cannot wait for A second chance to hold your hand A lifetime to wait for I hate how much I love you And I wish you loved me And I wish you loved me