I'm caught up in the everyday trend, tied up by invisible thread
Walking down a razor thin edge and I wake up tired, think I'm better off dead
Been a few months since I crossed over state lines, talked to my mom, big smiles over face
I drink all night till I can't walk a straight line, feel so low but I'm high at the same time
I can't keep my feet on the ground, and I'm nervous what you'll think of me now
I'm hoping that someone comes around and helps me figure it out
I think that I should try to kill my ego, cause if I don't my ego might kill me
I'm all grown up but somehow lately I'm like
I like to like to be a baby, I'm really not as happy as I seem
Still a little kid that can't make friends, wanna be invited but I won't attend
I've been having bad dreams, my career cut in because I slip up when I should've played pretend
Turned 18 and I left the city, I said I wanna be cool, I don't wanna be pretty
Voices all came crashing down and said you're too nice to run this town
I can't keep my feet on the ground
And I'm nervous what you'll think of me now
I'm hoping that someone comes around and helps me figure it out
I think that I should try to kill my ego, cause if I don't my ego might kill me
I'm all grown up but somehow lately I'm like
I like to like to be a baby, I'm really not as happy as I seem
Still a little kid that can't take that fresh breath

Nothing's as it seems
Yeah, nothing's as it seems
I'm over it, but someone's late
And I left it like a dream, baby
I wouldn't know if it had to be me
I know how I feel, how I am living
I'm way too nice and too forgiving
I wanna go back to the beginning
When it all felt right
Rooftop, floor, east side, I'm singing
Thinkin' * if I was winning
It's all done now, so who am I kidding?
I'm doing way worse than I'm admitting
I think that I should try to kill my ego
Cause if I don't, my ego might kill me
I'm all grown up, but somehow lately
I'm acting like a * great baby
I'm really not as happy as I seem
Yeah, nothing's as it seems
Yeah, nothing's as it seems
Yeah, nothing's as it seems
Yeah, nothing's as it seems
Yeah, nothing's as it seems
I'm over it, but someone's late
And I left it like a dream, baby
I'm really not as happy as I seem
Yeah, nothing's as it seems