I'm on Eastern Parkway Flyin' on the carpet through the yellow lights I'm glidin' On the way to her apartment and I'm ridin' It's nighttime by the way but you can tell by the beat That bass knockin' and my whip just like some elephant feet Catch a wave when I'm drivin' past my element tree Grew up around the kids that made a belt with a string And made me feel like I belong cause they could tell I was me Since then, woo, feelin' like I might've lost track I've been thinkin' too much but I can't help what I think That *** that's supposed to make me happy only melts in the heat If I could freeze it maybe I could turn myself into steam, yeah Bendin' corners through Cherokee Park The way I'm drivin' you would think I was scared of the dark Another ticket and my momma gon' tear me apart Well, *** Young and poppin', I've been soakin' up my adolescence I took some time to find the balance, now we back in session And go to college, I decided that's a bad investment But I'm still takin' notes and siftin' through my past and present I've been havin' trouble socializin' Go out to these parties to make people like me Nah, I really don't feel like it, can't relate to no one I should stay home, they'll miss me I told this *** to Koblen on the way home from Cincy He agreed with me, felt the same, damn, that ***'s believin' Maybe time to reassess my standards for a evening *** ain't perfect, we just searchin' for a plan or just a reason To fall in love with life and be a fan of fuckin' breathin' I ain't suicidal, but lately nothin' seems to interest me And I ain't got the time if it don't gratify me instantly Thought that I'd be smooth if I ain't smoke a drink Still I got some vices that be stoppin' me from focusing Like, what's up with my dopamine? Searchin' for a dopamine I don't want that Adderall, bitch, I ain't got no broken wings I grew up with the poetry, at twelve I wrote a hot verse Relyin' on a pill to do it only means I got worse I don't want that Adderall, bitch, I ain't got no broken wings I don't want that Adderall, bitch, I ain't got no broken wings I don't want that Adderall, bitch, I ain't got no broken wings