You should take it as a complimentIf I were you, I would be more confidentYou're lucky that you're prettyWhy are you obsessed with your appearance?I don't wanna hear it, you're fineIt's been my best-kept secret for a while nowNo one ever sees it, but it's all aroundIt's the dinner conversation no one talks aboutDon't know how much longer I can keep this downBeauty is a knife I've been holding by the bladeSwallowing my pride so I won't eat anythingIt's all a lie, honestly, it's eating me aliveThey're all like"Did you change your hair?""Did you lose a little weight?""You should keep it up 'cause it really looks great"I hate that I always look my bestWhen I'm dying on the insideWhen I'm dying on the insideI wish I could break the mirrorThat makes me feel like I should * disappearAnd drown my demons in a bathtub filled with tearsNo matter what I try, they always seem to come back to lifeWhat if I didn't do this to my body?What if I quit and then you don't want me?The dinner conversation no one talks aboutDon't know how much longer I can keep this downBeauty is a knife I've been holding by the bladeSwallowing my pride so I won't eat anythingIt's all a lie, honestly, it's eating me aliveThey're all like"Did you change your hair?""Did you lose a little weight?""You should keep it up 'cause it really looks great"I hate that I always look my bestWhen I'm dying on the insideWhen I'm dying on the insideWhen I'm dying on the insideYou should take it as a complimentIf I were you, I would be more confidentYou're lucky that you're prettyWhy are you obsessed with your appearance?I don't wanna hear it, you're fineBeauty is a knife I've been holding by the bladeSwallowing my pride so I won't eat anythingIt's all a lie, honestly, it's eating me aliveThey're all like"Did you change your hair?""Did you lose a little weight?""You should keep it up 'cause it really looks great"I hate that I always look my bestWhen I'm dying on the inside