me
from this place of pain.
Why
fast.
Trying to be what I used to be.
I can't stand the sight of me.
Tears start to well
up under my face but they won't help me escape.
Slowly,
my life plays back in my mind but
I still refuse to cry.
Lonely,
silence chills through to my bones but I hope that I'm alone.
Guilt falls over my mind.
I'm trapped in this space and time.
Conflicting, showing me that
I'm not dead.
I recall the words I said running through my head.
One, two, three, four, where's
my freaking keys, man, don't fail me.
I'm ready to leave.
I'm off, freaking right,
two,
three,
freaking drive,
this my freaking life.
I got to man.
G-U-I-F-R-I-D-A-Y.
That's the sun,
not cover the moon,
crack the sky.
But I can't seem to figure out why.
Why I'm clinging to the ground, wishing to die.
Crack the sky.
I
don't want to know my state.
I think I should just lie here and wait.
Once again, I start to pray.
Reaching for my phone to call for help.
I can't even feel myself.
Somehow I've collided with this wall.
Don't think I can move at all.
But I still recall.
One,
two,
freaking three,
where's my freaking keys,
man,
don't fail me.
I'm ready to leave.
I'm off,
freaking right,
two,
three,
freaking drive,
this my freaking life.
I got to man.
G-U-I-F-R-I-D-A-Y.
That's the sun,
not cover the moon,
crack the sky.
But I can't seem to figure out why.
Why I'm clinging to the ground, wishing to die.
G-U-I-F-R-I-D-A-Y.
That's the sun,
not cover the moon,
crack the sky.
But I can't seem to figure out why.
Why I'm clinging to the ground, wishing to die.
Crack the sky.
Crack the sky.
Crack the sky.
Crack the sky.