Fifth of NovemberWhen I walked you homeThat's when I nearly said itBut then said forget it and frozeDo you remember?You probably don'tdon'tCause the sparks in the sky took a hold ofyour eyes while we spoke Yesterday,drank way too much and stayed uptoo late Started to write what I wanna sayDeleted the message, but I still remember it saidI wish I was who you drop texted at midnightWish I was the reason you stay up till three and you come fall asleepWaiting for me to replyI wish I was more than just someone you walk byWish I wasn't scared to be honest and openInstead of just hoping you'd feel what I'm feeling insideApril the 7thAnd nothing has changedIt's hard to get by when you're still on my mind everydaySometimes I question if you feel the sameDo we make stupid jokes tryna hide that we're both too afraidto sayI wish I was who you drunk texted in the midnightWish I was the reason you stay up till 3 and you can't fall asleepWaiting for me to replyI wish I was more than just someone you walked byI wish I wasn't scared to be honest and open Instead of just hoping you'd feel what I'm feeling inside Oh,and here we go againDestroy myself to keep a friend Hiding away cause I wasn't framed, you sayI wonder if I cost yourmind half as much as you doBut if I tell you the truth,what will I lose?I don't knowI wish I sent you that drunk text at midnightI was just scared it would ruin our friendshipBut I really meant it,I wonder how you would reply