Fifth of November
When I walked you home
That's when I nearly said it
But then said forget it and froze
Do you remember?
You probably don't
don't
Cause the sparks in the sky took a hold of
your eyes while we spoke Yesterday,
drank way too much and stayed up
too late Started to write what I wanna say
Deleted the message, but I still remember it said
I wish I was who you drop texted at midnight
Wish I was the reason you stay up till three and you come fall asleep
Waiting for me to reply
I wish I was more than just someone you walk by
Wish I wasn't scared to be honest and open
Instead of just hoping you'd feel what I'm feeling inside
April the 7th
And nothing has changed
It's hard to get by when you're still on my mind everyday
Sometimes I question if you feel the same
Do we make stupid jokes tryna hide that we're both too afraid
to say
I wish I was who you drunk texted in the midnight
Wish I was the reason you stay up till 3 and you can't fall asleep
Waiting for me to reply
I wish I was more than just someone you walked by
I wish I wasn't scared to be honest and open Instead of just hoping you'd feel what I'm feeling inside Oh,
and here we go again
Destroy myself to keep a friend Hiding away cause I wasn't framed, you say
I wonder if I cost your
mind half as much as you do
But if I tell you the truth,
what will I lose?
I don't know
I wish I sent you that drunk text at midnight
I was just scared it would ruin our friendship
But I really meant it,
I wonder how you would reply