Fifth of NovemberWhen I walked you homeThat's when I nearly said itBut then said forget it and frozeDo you remember?You probably don'tCause the sparks in the sky took a hold of your eyes while we spokeYesterday,drank way too much and stayed up too lateStarted to write what I wanna sayDeleted the message but I still remember it saidI wish I was who your drunk text did admitI wish I was the reason you stay up till 3 and you can't fall asleepWaiting for me to reply I wishI was more than just someone you walkby Wish I was a scared to be honest and openInstead of just hoping you feel what I'm feeling insidethe seventh and nothing has changedit's hard to get by when you're still on my mind every daysometimes a question if you feel the samedo we make stupidtrying to hide that we're both too afraid to sayI wish I was who you drop texted at midnightWish I was the reason you stay up till threeand you can't fallasleep waiting for me to replyI wish I was more than just someone you walk byI was a scared to be honest and openInstead of just hoping you feel what I'm feeling insideOh and here we go againDestroy myself to keep a friendHiding away cause I was afraid you'd say noI wonder if I crossed your mindAs much as you do mind if I tell you the truthWhat will I lose?I don't knowI wish I'd sent you that drunk text that midnightI was just scared it would ruin our friendshipBut I really meant it,I wonder how you would reply