Fifth of November,
when I walked you home home
That's when I nearly said it,
but then said forget it and froze
Do you remember?
You probably don't
Cause the sparks in the sky took a hold of
your eyes while we spoke
Yesterday drank way too much and stayed up too late
Started to write what I wanna say Deleted the message but I still remember it said
I wish I was who you drug tested in mid-light
I wish I was the reason you stay up till 3 and you can't fall asleep
Waiting for me to reply
I wish I was more than just someone you walked by
Wish I wasn't scared to be honest and open
Instead of just hoping you feel what I'm feeling inside
What I'm feeling inside
April the 7th
As nothing has changed
It's hard to get by when you're still on my mind every day
And sometimes I question
If you feel the same
Stupid jokes on a heart that we're both too afraid to say
Say no
I will lose, I don't know
I wish I'd sent you that drunk text at midnight
I was just scared it would ruin our friendship
But I really meant it
I wonder how you would reply