Fifth of November,when I walked you home homeThat's when I nearly said it,but then said forget it and frozeDo you remember?You probably don'tCause the sparks in the sky took a hold ofyour eyes while we spokeYesterday drank way too much and stayed up too lateStarted to write what I wanna say Deleted the message but I still remember it saidI wish I was who you drug tested in mid-lightI wish I was the reason you stay up till 3 and you can't fall asleepWaiting for me to replyI wish I was more than just someone you walked byWish I wasn't scared to be honest and openInstead of just hoping you feel what I'm feeling insideWhat I'm feeling insideApril the 7thAs nothing has changedIt's hard to get by when you're still on my mind every dayAnd sometimes I questionIf you feel the sameStupid jokes on a heart that we're both too afraid to saySay noI will lose, I don't knowI wish I'd sent you that drunk text at midnightI was just scared it would ruin our friendshipBut I really meant itI wonder how you would reply