��� Cause I had the best time �� Of the worst sides �� And I had these love scars �� And I had too many flashbacks �� But I just had them burn �� Till my chest is on fire �� And my head is on fire �� Cause I just want to die �� I guess I'm lying cause I want to die �� I guess I'm lying cause I don't want to die �� Cause I just feel so tired �� Like it's moving slowly and I �� So you ain't you when you're like this �� This ain't you when you know it �� But ain't that just the point �� When you don't know �� How to �� Let go �� Said this must be all or nothing �� But I'm so caught below it �� And I'll never let you know �� No, I can't tell you nothing �� Cause I'm a * mess sometimes �� But still I could always be �� Whatever you want to say �� But not what you need �� And it's especially when you've been needing me �� Cause I'm a * mess sometimes �� And I'll stay what I don't mean �� Just cause I wanted �� Or maybe I need it �� So I ain't the only one you should need �� Yeah �� Cause all I needed was some words to say �� That all these feelings don't mean * to me �� Cause it's all just candy �� And chemicals anyway �� Anyway �� Yeah �� And I got way too many rules to take �� To make this all just go away �� And find another heart to break �� So heartless with these words to say �� Just saying what I'm supposed to say �� Cause I ain't nothing for you �� I can't love when I can't even love myself �� Things I would rather be thoughts in the back of my head �� But I'm addicted to hurting �� And I got these �� Loves �� Yeah �� And I spent too many late nights �� Just thinking of holding her �� So the sky is on fire �� And my head still won't die �� I guess I'm lying cause I want her �� I guess I'm lying cause I don't �� Cause I just feel so �� Tired �� Like I need something from my life �� She said you ain't you and you're like this �� This ain't you what you've done �� And I said that's the point �� You don't know �� How to let go �� Who said this must be all or nothing �� But I'm �� So couple �� And I'll never let you know �� No I can't tell you nothing �� Cause I'm a * mess sometimes �� But still I could always be �� Whatever you want to know in the end �� Especially when you believe in me �� Cause I'm a * mess inside �� And I'll say what I don't mean �� Just cause you want it �� Or maybe I need it �� Swear lie is the only rush you need �� Yeah... Yeah... Oh... Yeah... �� Yeah... Oh... Oh... Yeah... �� I need, i need it �� I need, I need beside you �Now he's gone, now he's goneNow he's gone