Cause I had the best time
Of the worst sides
And I had these love scars
And I had too many flashbacks
But I just had them burn
Till my chest is on fire
And my head is on fire
Cause I just want to die
I guess I'm lying cause I want to die
I guess I'm lying cause I don't want to die
Cause I just feel so tired
Like it's moving slowly and I
So you ain't you when you're like this
This ain't you when you know it
But ain't that just the point
When you don't know
How to
Let go
Said this must be all or nothing
But I'm so caught below it
And I'll never let you know
No, I can't tell you nothing
Cause I'm a * mess sometimes
But still I could always be
Whatever you want to say
But not what you need
And it's especially when you've been needing me
Cause I'm a * mess sometimes
And I'll stay what I don't mean
Just cause I wanted
Or maybe I need it
So I ain't the only one you should need
Yeah
Cause all I needed was some words to say
That all these feelings don't mean * to me
Cause it's all just candy
And chemicals anyway
Anyway
Yeah
And I got way too many rules to take
To make this all just go away
And find another heart to break
So heartless with these words to say
Just saying what I'm supposed to say
Cause I ain't nothing for you
I can't love when I can't even love myself
Things I would rather be thoughts in the back of my head
But I'm addicted to hurting
And I got these
Loves
Yeah
And I spent too many late nights
Just thinking of holding her
So the sky is on fire
And my head still won't die
I guess I'm lying cause I want her
I guess I'm lying cause I don't
Cause I just feel so
Tired
Like I need something from my life
She said you ain't you and you're like this
This ain't you what you've done
And I said that's the point
You don't know
How to let go
Who said this must be all or nothing
But I'm
So couple
And I'll never let you know
No I can't tell you nothing
Cause I'm a * mess sometimes
But still I could always be
Whatever you want to know in the end
Especially when you believe in me
Cause I'm a * mess inside
And I'll say what I don't mean
Just cause you want it
Or maybe I need it
Swear lie is the only rush you need
Yeah... Yeah... Oh... Yeah...
Yeah... Oh... Oh... Yeah...
I need, i need it
I need, I need beside you
Now he's gone, now he's gone
Now he's gone