It's just me and my mind getting * up together
No, there's nothing better
So this time I've run, tried to pop out my eyes
My feet were like pennies, my mind's in disguise
Feeling heartbreaks and 808s
Death notes and handshakes
I apologize for all of the lies
What the * is the point in pretending I'm fine?
Cause everyone around me has fear in their eyes
It's hard to forget all the pain in our lives
It's hard to forget what there's no point in trying
Red, black, white, and red till the day that I die
Joking on jokers and cutting ambitions
Legal for later, can't stop me from sinning
Once in a while I just wanna be winning
To look around me and see everyone quitting
Dressed in black, heart attack
Now I'm never coming back
And when you ride my funeral
Play this song, it's my soundtrack
Dressed in black, heart attack
Now I'm never coming back
And when you ride my funeral
Play this song, it's my soundtrack
Need to feel something before I fall asleep
Or they're broken or I'm pieces, my heart's killing me
Cause I'm sleeping plus I'm walking and my nightmares are disturbing
And I can't hear my couch, can't go south behind me
Look at that listen, my bedroom is a prison
I know that I'm alive but existence isn't living
She was my humanity, separate entirely
Cause it's just like a catcher, let's keep it inside of me
It's just me and my mind getting * up together
Just two bars at a time
I know that I'm depressed but I can't remember why
I spoke through Satan, even he had to lie
Now I * up!
Everything that's wrong with me
The therapist, the momma, Lisa Kite
Just the scared of me
I can see the death in me
Can't give up on slavery
Why would no one pray for me?
Dressed in black, heart attack
Now I'm never coming back
And when you ride my funeral
Play this song, it's my soundtrack
Dressed in black, heart attack
Now I'm never coming back
And when you ride my funeral
Play this song, it's my soundtrack
Lonely bones, save my soul
I'm on fire, I'm on fire
I'm on fire
Lonely bones, save my soul
I'm on fire, I'm on fire
I'm on fire
Lonely bones, save my soul
I'm on fire, I'm on fire
I'm on fire
Lonely bones, save my soul
I'm on fire, I'm on fire
I'm on fire
Lonely bones, save my soul
I won't fire, I won't fire, I won't fire
Lonely balls, save my soul
I won't fire, I won't fire, I won't fire
Trust in bed, I won't attack
Now or never, coming back
And when you're at my funeral
Play this song as my soundtrack
Trust in bed, I won't attack
Now or never, coming back
And when you're at my funeral
Play this song as my soundtrack
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