You don't see it yet, I'm writing *** after the night I feel like envy, I feel like my balls are grinding on my back I'm not here for anyone's replacement I'm not here for anyone, not even for you, wake up I'm closing words into sentences like into a cage I'm reading comments, YouTube is just a madhouse Before you put your hands on the keyboard, please open the door Before you sit in the net and write another *** in the evening From a fake profile, a ballad of a girl you'd never get Please, I'd like you to wake up, to understand what you're doing with it You've lost it all Send me messages of a girl who had a bad day, day 14 I'll find your mom, show her what you write to me, you'll be home tonight Home imprisonment, no parties, no drugs Please, don't play with an adult, stay a child and take her to school Stay a child for a while, when you don't have to be an adult I get it, I wanted to be a big girl too, we wanted it too Stay a child for a while, when you don't have to be an adult I get it, I wanted to be a big girl too, we wanted it too I never wanted to be a *** adult, but I had to be In the 11th grade, it's up to my parents, who's worse than them It wasn't for me to be a fag, only when I was angry I wanted freedom, so they wouldn't marry me, but *** it In the 13th grade, like a boy, I'm acting like a boy I wanted to have a nice dress and a nice skirt I always had a fight with my mom, I wanted to be someone in the air We had to fight with each other I'm leaving the house, I have everything on the hook, *** your adult hate I'm losing my mind, who else wants to be my mom? So who's the biggest fag here? I'm still hanging out with the boys on the off-road, my apartment is a delivery I'm having a good time, I'm in a good mood, no plus or minus 15 gigs a week, every weekend, it's no joke Believe me, I'm still not happy, I hope you get it, you're a fag We're acting like assholes, we're living life and we're a good gang I don't judge the novelty by the way I live, I'm a threat like a panda I'm a threat like a panda