I miss you, I need you, but only when I'm weakYeah, sometimes my past life still got a hold on meAnd just cause I ain't reaching for the bottleAnd I ain't got a smoke between my lipsOh, just cause I ain't trying to numb my sorrowWith any kind of vice I ain't tried yetDon't mean I don't want toDon't mean I don't feel like it sometimesDon't mean I don't crave it and taste itIn every corner of my mindJust cause I ain't tempting that temptationOr lighting up that fuseDon't mean I don't want toDon't mean I don't want toDon't mean I don't want toMy battle, my shadowAin't ever far from meIt's moment by momentDamn, it's always gonna beAnd just cause I ain't reaching for the bottleAnd I ain't got a smoke between my lipsOh, just cause I ain't trying to numb my sorrowOh, and just cause I ain't running from my problemsOr cashing in my good luck for a hitDon't mean I don't want toDon't mean I don't feel like it sometimesDon't mean I don't crave it and taste itIn every corner of my mindJust cause I ain't tempting that temptationOr lighting up that fuseDon't mean I don't want toDon't mean I don't want toNo, noHey!Hey!