Blacked out falling on the floor tonight.
That's what I do to feel the light.
You tow the open line that draws me in.
Every time I sink a little lower in the deep tonight,
I don't remember anything I used to like about you
and why I always let you win.
And as this game goes,
don't let your enemies become friends.
For the record,
I never wanted this.
For the record,
I wish we never met and opened up this mess.
I couldn't keep up, so we cracked up.
And now everything is worse.
I should have known I'm better off on the floor alone.
Sometimes closure doesn't close out anything at all.
Lift up rolling in the afterglow.
My dark mistakes,
they start to show.
You operate the spotlight I bathe in.
Every time I put a little faith in my hopelessness,
I recall why I'm such a wreck about you and how you never let me win.
And as this game goes,
don't let your enemies become friends.
For the record, I never wanted this.
For the record,
I wish we never met and opened up this mess.
I couldn't keep up,
so we cracked up.
And now everything is worse.
I should have known I'm better off on the floor alone.
Closure doesn't close out anything at all.
All you ever did was use me like a puppet.
Stringing me along just to let me loose.
Giving me a choice so I had to choose.
I took it as a chance to shut you down.
You took it as a chance to shut me up.
For the record,
I never wanted this.
For the record,
I wish we never met and opened
up this mess.
I couldn't keep up,
so we cracked up.
And now
everything
is worse.