This in my blood, this in the wine
The boys that walk my circle can't describe where the aggression lies
And this in his head,
this in the back of his mind
Reminds him my chest,
it runs laps round my spine
To say it out loud,
it just don't feel right Won't somebody tell me that I'll get by
He had it all at 35
Learned from his father just a means of getting
by
Hiding your cries, red in the eyes
Tidying your hair,
bad to lie on your side When she says put it in words,
then he's fighting
the slurs Pulling myself out from under the dirt
Screaming, what do I feel like this?
What do I feel like this?
From my heart and my soul,
and if you stop me I'll choke
Tripping over the words you so want me to know
Again I'm falling behind,
and my mind is on guard
Chaining only was only a matter of time
And this in his head,
this in his mind Reminds him my chest,
it runs laps round my spine
To say it out loud,
it just don't feel right Won't somebody tell me that I'll get by
Nowhere,
cause nobody's there Going nowhere,
and you try your best but you don't succeed You go nowhere,
cause nobody's there And you're in repair
So make sure you're healing Hiding your cries,
red in the eyes
Tidying your hair,
bad to lie on your side When she says put it in words,
then he's fighting the slurs
Pulling myself out from under the dirt Screaming,
what do I feel like this?
What do I feel like this?