I'm bleedin' out, I'm bleedin' out My eyes are full of blood, they're closin' up My clothes are tight enough, they cut them off The sky's aren't bright enough to see the gods One hand on the crown, I'm on the ground Tears are fallin' as she's lookin' down The sky looks way darker than usual And it's like dark's becoming beautiful I told her, don't cry, be a soldier Now you're holdin' your composure I think I see the Holy Ghost I'm not ready yet to leave the throne I know I'm cryin', I'm a soldier And I'm holdin' my composure I think I see the Holy Ghost I'm not ready yet to leave the throne Night, night to my enemies Didn't think I would survive my injuries Didn't think the Almighty would intervene I know they are prayin' for the dead to meet If life was a melody Would the angels congregate and sing for me? Blue lights in the sky signify tragedy If chosen by the heavens, then you have to leave, too Don't you think I died for a second? So did I for a second, oh Lord I look up into the sky and thank my blessings Are you takin' me early? Are the gates really pearly? Will I wake up in the morning? Where was you when you seen it nearly died? And I mean it, I cannot think of another time in life that I have needed The support of my people Hear no evil, see no evil, speak no evil For I told her, don't cry, be a soldier Now you're holdin' your composure I think I see the Holy Ghost I'm not ready yet to leave the throne I know I'm cryin', I'm a soldier And I'm holdin' my composure I think I see the Holy Ghost I'm not ready yet to leave the throne I lied to my enemies Didn't think I would survive my injuries Didn't think the Almighty would intervene I know they are prayin' for the death of me If life was a melody Would the angels congregate and sing for me? Blue lights in the sky signify tragedy If chosen by the heavens, then you have to leave, too Shoot me down, paranoia Bring a medic, bring a lawyer I can't even bear the thought of livin' on with all this trauma If the blood thickens up and goes to your heart Will you fall apart when the bright days start to feel dark? If it's break in my spirit and I pray Will you hear it, hallelujah, hallelujah? If it's break in my spirit and I pray Will you hear it, hallelujah, hallelujah?