I read what's creased around my eyes, I look older than I did last nightI've been giving in to my lesser sides, stockpiling all of my prideI've been calling homeless on the weekends and making mama cryHiding anger underneath my skin, I'm picking my nose down onto the quickHonestly, my memories are bursting in disguiseIf I remembered everything, I'd make a vow, cause I knowApologies never matter, late in the morning afterTake me away from my own head, baby, I'm a walking disasterThink of all the shame I can gather, throw it over the raftersTake my fingers and stain them all red, baby, I'm a walking disasterSo painfully unselfaware, thinking I can solve my problems if I dye my hairI shout my ailments to the end of a small suburban townI get what I want choking on the silver in my mouthApologies never matter, late in the morning afterTake me away from my own head, baby, I'm a walking disasterThink of all the shame I can gather, throw it over the raftersTake my fingers and stain them all red, baby, I'm a walking disaster