I heard you sorry through a friend of mine I heard you got me a present that I didn't even like I heard you moved out of the home that never wanted you So I hope you found someone that you don't want to lose I was never good enough I was just a story that you made up Time will never be enough I just wish there were so many I could give you up I don't wanna disappear I just wanna stay right here In this home I've built inside your lies I don't wanna fade away Left inside of yesterday I don't wanna be nothing after goodbye I don't wanna I don't wanna Disappear I don't wanna I don't wanna Why the *** did I call you? It's the middle of the night Maybe I'm searching for the part of me that left when you said goodbye So we're talking like friends do But the words feel empty and untrue So maybe it's not hurting that you aren't mine I was never on your team I was in the way of all your dreams You were always gonna leave Yet as months pass I still find you in place of me I don't wanna disappear I just wanna stay right here In this home I've built inside your lies I don't wanna fade away Left inside of yesterday I don't wanna be nothing after goodbye I don't wanna I don't wanna Disappear I don't wanna Was I your face? Was I your love? Am I a memory you keep locked up? Am I a reminder of all the things you're running from? If you're ashamed of what we had And you're to blame for all of that I still don't want to disappear into the past, love Was I your face? Was I your love? Am I a memory you keep locked up? Is there some way I could ease into your touch? If there was shame, there was still love If there was blame, it's gone with us And yet I hate that it's so hard to keep you out Out Out Out