I leave the door a little open
Like you might change your mind
Your name is written in my notebook On
pages I don't like to find
I still save a place for you
In the quiet of my room
Today I'm fine,
I swear it's true But every night ends the same way too
I'm learning how to live alone But my heart hasn't moved
I still save a place for you
Even when I know I shouldn't do
I'm losing the sink I don't have the strength to wash it yet
I replay words I didn't say Like they might change what's left
Inside I never choose A laugh out loud I'll make it through
But silence tells me all the truth I'm stronger than I was before
My head is now switched I still save a place for you
One day I won't need to do The things that pull me through
But tonight I'll save a place for you And let it fade,
just a little too
I turn the light off,
close the door And breathe through what I'm breaking for