my double vision is only amplifying everything he isn't
till i feel less attached and bored to death but listen
it's no one's fault it's just my terrible condition
and i've been thinking if i move out this year i'll feel my parents slipping
away and also i'm just scared of that commitment i really think sometimes there's something that i'm
missing
oh i know
you
it's miserable i should probably go back home
why does that feel difficult difficult
oh i hope i wake up invisible i'd be someone no one knows i guess i'm just difficult
to name this feeling would take a hundred thousand years
some
to name this feeling would take a hundred thousand years

kind of grieving
but over what i never had so i've been speaking
to my therapist i call her every weekend
i meant to tell you how i've hated how we left things when it fell through
because you
you were everything to me where did you run to
was it something that i said that colored you blue
oh i know spiraling is miserable i should probably go back home
why does that feel difficult difficult
to me
Oh, I hope I wake up invisible
I'd be someone no one knows
I guess I'm just difficult, difficult
Difficult
Difficult
I've been drinking
And staying up too late
Reliving bad decisions
I thought eventually
My rant in here would fix it
I really think sometimes
There's something that I'm missing
Oh, I know
Spiral in this misery
I should probably go back home
Why does that feel difficult, difficult
Oh, I hope I wake up invisible
I'd be someone no one knows
I guess I'm just difficult, difficult
Oh, I know
Spiral in this misery
I should probably go back home
Why does that feel difficult, difficult
Oh, I hope I wake up invisible
I'd be someone no one knows
I guess I'm just difficult, difficult