I don't wanna die right now I don't wanna die right now Tell them people pipe down Too much on my mind just right now I don't even wanna die now I might *** her right now She just said goodbye right now Made me wanna die right now I might *** her right now Too much on my mind just right now I can't even cry right now I do this for the kids like me Bro I believe in you Pain on top of pain in the side You been hurting bleeding too Just go and chase your dreams When nobody gon' believe in you Ain't gotta take your life Cause you put you just for a reason too You put you just for a reason too And to be honest lately I ain't even sleeping too And so much *** up on my mind I'm fighting demons too I need you Fighting depression I ain't being a fool I had thoughts about this trash *** Thoughts about the suicide dropping up in the casket He don't wanna go but they caught him up up in traffic But that's just how it go and you tryna just make it happen I don't wanna die right now I don't wanna die right now Tell them people pipe down Too much on my mind just right now I don't even wanna die now I might *** her right now She just said goodbye right now Made me wanna die right now I might *** her right now Too much on my mind just right now I can't even cry right now I wish my bro could just see me blow I wish he know how far I made it He don't ***ing know But when he out I swear to god I'm finna split the dough Get some more life gon' crash Sometimes you lose control And why the *** we gotta die I got older and older and drop the tear for all my guys I got older and older and drop the tear for every cry I got older and older and drop the tear for all my guys I don't wanna die right now I don't wanna die right now Tell them people pipe down Too much on my mind just right now I don't even wanna die now I might *** her right now She just said goodbye right now Made me wanna die right now I might *** her right now Too much on my mind just right now I can't even cry right now