Honestly I've forgotten, everything that has happened, and everything that disappears Cause I live it all for nothing, I hope not, I hope not, I hope there's something to hold onto And I'll have it until, until I'm removed, until I'm removed I'm left to my own devices, I'm in a crisis and I need nothing more, no no And I don't like this anymore than you do, anymore than you do, anymore than you do, do, yeah I see suffering, I see bottling up emotions, and I don't think that should be combined with hatred, despite the nature I see suffering, I see bottling up emotions, and I don't think that should be combined with hatred, despite the nature Search your shelter, anything you can find will help us unite Could be something, could be nothing, could be anything at all Take the time to mull it over, and in time you'll lose exposure Let them break down all our boxes so they can rebuild them for themselves, for themselves You got me feeling like I'm ten grand, but I overplayed my hand, but I overplayed my hand Cause I'm way too damn competitive, could not take out another loan Cause I don't wanna be all alone, cause I don't wanna be all alone Rear my head, react to the door, when you're asking, when you're asking me for more Right at the edge of my empty pockets, all into my, all into my big red sky I'm left to my own devices, I'm in a crisis that I need not ignore, don't know And I don't like this any more than you do, any more than you do, any more than you do, do, do, yeah I'm left to my own devices, I'm in a crisis that I need not ignore, don't know And I don't like this any more than you do, any more than you do, any more than you do, yeah