My eyes closed, I don't wanna see my mind gone I can't eat, I ain't got no appetite I can't even eat, it's kinda hard being me My eyes closed, I can't see my mind gone I can't sleep, I ain't got no appetite I can't even eat, it's kinda hard being me D-E-P-R-E-S-S-I-O-N A real street nigga, but I got depression A lot of things really left my feelings hurting Just wanna please everybody, I'm not perfect I tried to do it right and be your stepping stone But you ain't do it right, you even did me wrong And I don't know which world that I'm standing on I just wanna be left in the room with microphone My dad held me on that couch when mic was on Your feelings get hurt and then you get your typing on I miss my nigga, you just know he got indicted on I just wanna see all my dawgs coming home I'ma kill him, I'ma kill him, I'ma kill him And I'ma get three mother***in' rid of him Jacksepticeye, but he be jiggin' at his rhythm Jacksepticeye, but he be shootin' at his victim A lot of niggas tried to play and they got body And if I ever did you wrong, bitch, I'm sorry I popped the Percocets, I don't *** with the molly I killed him, but I keep on shootin' at his body Eyes closed, I don't wanna see my mind gone I can't even sleep, I ain't got no appetite I can't even eat, it's kinda hard being me My eyes closed, I can't even see my mind gone I can't even sleep, I ain't got no appetite I can't even eat, it's kinda hard being me They gon' hate me till I die, I gotta live with that I gave this bitch my ***in' heart, I want my feelings back I always keep this *** on when it bang, I realize that I know this *** get tangled up because I got strings attached And I've been just thinkin' about the best times of my life Best times of my life, best times of my life Thinkin' bout the, thinkin' bout the Best times of my life, best times of my life I just wanna go and see the light I can just look inside your eyes And tell that you tryna kill my vibe I don't *** with you, you're a lie Knew it was a hit and deny I'm a nigga shootin' at the sky We be aiming at you, we gon' ride We ain't stoppin' violence till you die Lord knows I'm Jesus Christ My eyes closed, I don't wanna see my mind gone I can't even sleep, I ain't got no appetite I can't even eat, it's kinda hard being me My eyes closed, I can't even see my mind gone I can't even sleep, I ain't got no appetite I can't even eat, it's kinda hard being me My eyes closed, I can't even see my mind gone I can't even sleep, I ain't got no appetite I can't even eat, it's kinda hard being me