If you ask a stupid question,
then you get a stupid answer
And if you ask if I'm okay,
I'm unhappy ever after
If you ask me how I'm coping,
I'm like a minute from disaster
I got so damn good at pretending that I could win a BAFTA
My world's spinning the wrong way round Yeah,
I'm smiling but I'm low-key down
Trying to find something to laugh about, oh
Oh,
ain't it funny how I seem fine but I'm depressed
I look so pretty but I'm a mess I think I'm immune to happiness,
oh why?
Oh,
ain't it funny I wanna be brave,
I'm terrified To get myself dressed and go outside I say I'm okay,
I'm fine,
no jokes aside
If I don't laugh, I'll cry, cry, cry
If I don't laugh, I'll cry, cry, cry, cry, cry
I don't want no conversation I'm not good around new people
I'd rather stick to what I know And watch Malcolm in the middle
Feeling lonely when I'm in a crowd Treading water,
trying not to drown
Trying to find something to laugh about,
oh Oh,
ain't it funny how I seem fine but I'm depressed
I look so pretty but I'm a mess I think I'm immune to happiness,
oh why?
Oh,
ain't it funny I wanna be brave,
I'm terrified To get myself dressed and go outside I say I'm okay,
I'm fine,
no jokes aside
If I don't laugh,
I'll cry,
cry,
cry If I don't laugh,
I'll cry,
cry,
cry,
cry,
cry
If I don't laugh, I'll cry all night
If I don't laugh,
I'll cry for the rest of my * life